JULY

Instead of upload it on insta or facebook, i choose to upload at here as i have so much things to say lol

What inspire/s me to write this post? Erm, most probably is because tomorrow is Public Holiday + i just done my assignment * partially + i think of my mother. My mother not going anywhere but sleeping at her bedroom right now. So... what's the point for me to think of her? lol..

DEGREE life is tough *it is an undeniable fact * sob*. I got no time to breath for weeks. Assignments, tests, presentations, tuition classes all come tgt. I'm so lifeless recently i couldn't do anything else besides Eat Work Study Sleep Repeat. I communicate with my laptop almost everyday til i neglect my loves one. My loves one is the one inside the picture i showing. I used to chat with her almost every single day when she is playing facebook. lol. Of coz she didn't complain that i ignore her because of study. Maybe she feels happy that somehow her daughter willing to put effort on study. hahah. 

I feel stressssss. Stress exist everywhere no matter how far i hide. This is my FIRST semester on degree. I still have FIVE semesters to complete my degree. GOSH, I wonder how can i survive until i completed it.fml

I think i'm able to understand the feelings of those students who commit suicide themselves by now. even though such action is soooooooo stupid but they are just trying to escape from reality. I won't do that ( not 100% confirm ah haah ) as i promised my loves one that she can retired after two years. i'll try my best kay, you are the one that worth for me to fight for. Even though she didn't expect much from me as she hari hari complains me that how can i success by being so LAZY? 

back to the main point. Erhem, there's no point at all actually.  I HAVE A GORGEOUS MAMA (okay. she loves purple). She bought me plenty of fruits this few days as she knew i'm rushing assignment this few daysss. I have watermelon, mangoesteen and some other fruits that i dont really know what's that but it taste good lol. Thanks for preparing nutrition meals everyday for the family after whole day tiring work. I do appreciate it so muchhhhhhhhhhhh. 她是我背后的女人= she is my back's woman?! hahahahaa lol  anyway, i cant take things for granted. thanks for making everything easy for me. A phone call to get my location as she knew her daughter dont report/make a phone call when she is not intend to have her dinner at home. just suddenly so emotional , nothing much.

ohyea, i cut my hair without any specific reason. I wanted to cut it since .... ( i forgot since when lol ). I still manage to tie it up to be a short pony tail. iminlovemyhair. ok i should stop and go take a proper rest, kthxbye :DDDD

Christmas Eve 2013

seriously i'm not in the mood of blogging. but still have to record this at here.

Spent my Christmas Eve with five of them. My first time ever celebrate christmas eve. :)

the lights looking great. good photograph skill (y)

Presents under the christmas tree. which one you wish to grab? lol Each of us prepared three presents. WHY huh? for game purpose during the night nia.

Two ladies were showing their cooking skills at the kitchen. busy preparing dinner for us. NOM NOM. virtuous lady nia. How about me? erhem, taking this picture la, or else you got no picture view eh.

Get ready the cutlery. Turkey is ready-to-serve. :P

after having our dinner, hang out to klcc. what we did? took picture with the christmas tree, walked around the central park,chit-chatting. and I saw SANTA distributing sweets to the people around me but he choosed to ignore us.erm, face problem? Me wants sweet too! lol

Ehhhhh, nothing much can say leh. Let pictures tell you the story.

erm, behind the scene. everytime when we take group picture sure i will laugh for few minutes for no reason. probably is because feel awkward gua. lol

here's a proper picture after i laughed for few minutes. Actually there is more pictures in my computer. But most of them quite blur and weird so decided not to show it out here :/

lol. the "chok face"

ready for the game. we play hide and seek at the bedroom at midnight. 

hhahahhah! the purpose we prepared so many present nia. i'm the lucky one langsung tak kena prank.

Done. Just a simple update. gonna off to bed now.* at 3.30pm.Goodnight peeps.

just finished my first paper.lecture's guidelines and friend's pro note save me.I did something make me feel so guilty now.my mood is like shit now. terrible horrible bad. 

shoudn't accept the minion huh? but he keeps it for months just wanna pass it to me before graduate. err, the minion is on my brother's hand now. It became his new toy. lol

 okay, thing goes like this. i accidentally viewed his stuff. saw a check-in. soon, i guess. another pretty girl gonna fall for him.. soon.....

RG

Our Latest Photo (: 我们六个 三男三女 好平均 第一次穿上只属于我们六个的衣服 很好笑但很可爱 原本在学校都是各有各的混 but after Class Trip我们六个才真真的stick together. :**

我们很Random,每次outing都临时决定 一通电话就可出门

在六个里面 我属最差劲 就连走路也能跌倒 其他是估计也没法做的比他们任何一个好

他们很照顾彼此 无论男或女 口头上都是互踩对方 有事发生他们一定在

I'll always by your side 这句话不只是说说而已 他们用行动证明

无论谁 在什么时候难过了 都会陪着哄着 一起解决问题

六个里面 我最忙 时间都是他们迁就我 他们都会体谅我有工作;我也是最容易情绪低落的那个 所以都老是带我去吃好吃的

我们一起 做了很多很疯狂的事 做想做的事  这种相处模式我真希望一直继续

SARAH SAID WE LOOK LIKE TELETUBBIES coz our shirt's colour. LOL. One of my favourite cartoon when i'm small.

They didn't know well about my story yet they're always there for me whenever I need someone to talk to. Such feelings is good enough. Glad to have RG in my college life, I do appreciate what they all did for me. They all brighten up my life completely.

It will all get better in time. No matter how hard it is. I will be fine without you.